dun force me!!

dun force me!!!
i try to pretend like wat oso dono to make myself feel more comfortable ad..
dun force me till the level!
i dun wan all things will have that kind of ending
so..pls..dun force me again and again!
what abt u and her is nothing relate to me..just do what u like
want tell her what just straightaway go tell her
pls dun wan tell me then only go tell her
i DUN WAN BE SANDWICH AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!
i dono who the girl u really mean to
i dont want to know abt it oso!
so, stop doing it!i hate it!


to darl:
dun oways think that what i say is pointing u..
i dun really mean that..
i just saying tat ppl..
cannot tahan ad!
sorry if u feel irritate..
i really dont mean who i say is u
i really geram!just wan lepas geram
paiseh..


to tat ppl:
u really need stop doing that!
even that u reload or even doing what for me!
i dont like it!
if stil wan b friend..
stop sending me al the nonsense!
i will forget all that things if u stop sending me msg..
what i need is time, ok?!
stop disturbing me!!!

first time..

2 first time occur in my May in 2010..
1---nearly miss bus
2----attend a funny meeting i ever join it~^^

early in the morning..5.51am oni wake up!the bus arrive at 6.05am
jz realise tat forgot to set on my alarm..idiot!
luckily mum awake me..
if not.........surely die!
rush do dis do tat..scare will really miss bus..
no one can fetch me go if really miss it!
hope wil no more dis kind of incident happen on me again..

my 2nd first things..
attend a funny meeting..
laugh non-stop during the whole meeting..
2 fun makers thr..
me like kena wire sot..
laugh til stomachache..
1st time laugh til tat in meeting..



separate chapter ler..
5.3 devide into 5.3 n 5.6
gambateh together!
let all the pass memories alive in our heart..
deeply lock it inside our heart..
never make it lost..

行动的暗语

亲脖子=我要你
亲嘴=我爱你
亲耳朵=我只是在玩你
亲手=让我们在一起

看你的眼睛=亲我吧
玩你的头发=我不能离开你
抱你的腰=我很爱你别离开我

牵手=他想与你走完下一段路
抱抱=他要给你温暖
喂你吃东西=他不想饿到你
送礼物=他在乎你

撒娇=他需要你的关心
自己微笑=他在想你
拨电话给你=他无时无刻都在想你

帮你梳头=他想与你白头到老
背你=他要和你一起走片天涯

一个女孩为你哭，代表他很爱很爱你
一个男孩为你哭很爱你，代表他真的真的很爱你
一个女孩愿意介绍女生给你认识，代表他对你有好感
一个男孩每次都望着你，代表他对你有好感
一个女孩若害怕你，代表她喜欢你
一个男孩愿意为你做牛做马，代表他爱你

转角，为何我不选择直走？！

为什么我会选择转角？
直走就如我所愿了。。
牺牲睡眠一下会死吗？
为什么我偏偏不肯牺牲睡眠？为什么？！？！
就那五个小时。。只是五个小时罢了！！
两堂补习课的时间。。
反正都已经连续一个星期每天都睡不足五个小时了。。
为什么我那么笨！在紧要关头转弯了！
是我太累了吗？
还是厌倦了那种生活？
大笨蛋！白痴！猪头！！！！！！

我后悔了！真的后悔了！
就这样错过了！太愚蠢了！！
我太傻了！
谁能让我回到事发现场？
我不会再让这一切重演
我肯定的，会直走！
只有直走的一念。。不会再有别的杂念了！

where am i?

i m lost..lose n lost!
lost in everything..
in every field..
i have to settle them myself..no one can i ask for help..
actually i need help..jz someone can help me..
but i must be independent!
i need to do it!show it out!i can!
promise to myself!
but really hard to do it..

heart break again..
feel hurt~ pain~
dono y
i need rescue..need help..
but..i m helpless..no more al the facilities tat i have b4..
y wil be like tat?
i dono!i dono!i dono!really dono!
can dont meet?
u have 2 minds now..
if dont meet,i wont be more mature..i wont grow up..
if meet,i rather dont meet..coz all of tat..really......
which is better..
or same?
if meet.. = heart break
if no = the friendship.....

i noe,if we stand together,u wont see me!
a while oso u wont..
i noe what level am i if comparing..

NOW..promise again to myself..
i wan keep away my heart
get away all the memories
i dont wan alive in those memories!!
i can stil alive without the them!