Tuesday, September 28, 2010

眼睛蒙蔽了内心

突然有好多话想说
突然有好多事想做
突然发现自己的内心一直以来都在挣扎
一直以来都在背叛自己内心最深处的感觉
眼睛蒙蔽了内心深处的一切
我很想把它们都说出来
憋在心里,我很痛苦!
但,我还需等待
只能在适当的时机,适当的时刻,对于适当的人,
用适当的语气和态度,说出适当的话
那么多个适当,我能不能符合每一个?
我不确定我是否能继续忍耐
我不能想象说出来后会有什么后果。。
会带来多大的伤害?
必须付出多大的代价?
谁会傻傻地默默承担着这一切?
最终会是你?还是我?

Friday, September 10, 2010

mouth pain!!!!

got 2 big holes inside my mouth!!
cnt speak clearly
cnt speak loudly
cnt eat properly
cnt open my mouth oso!!
very very very pain!!
now..it 'bengkak' ad..
saturday donno how liao..sure die!

first time incharge so big de event..
in the same event not juzt incharge 1 thing..
is multitask..2 thing run at the same time..
but i like the feeling~^^
i feel tat everyday of my life is fully use
i feel tat everyday of my life is meaningful
i love it^^

hope all thing can hit victory at Peace Night
hope all performers can perform their best when Peace Night
hope my mouth can recover soon
hope honbu 5 sketch performer can do the best and dont let me feel no face xP

gambateh all!!
let's fight for the victory!!
+ you~~^^

Sunday, August 29, 2010

trial exam over ad..left another 1 month

PMR PMR PMR!!!
at school say dis
at home parent say this
when tuition teacher also say this..
why?why?why???????!!!
i know want PMR ad..but u all say tat make me feel more stress..
almost like cnt breath!!!!

i need space!!
i want space!!
lack of space not matter at brain or table or even my life!!!

suddenly feel no one is really understand me..
wat i need nvr have ppl give me..
every ppl think tat i m very geng in every field..
but..actually i m not!
i m just n ordinary girl!!!
wat every ppl need i also need!!

please..treat me like a normal ppl

Sunday, July 25, 2010

a sweet memory in my life

last saturday, me wif kui fong, cheah ching n cheah peng go penang watch denmark n malaysia gym performance^^
i love denmark performance coz although all performance r not young but their performance make them look young n energitic^^
enjoying thr^^



out gymnast~^^ perform a great performance!i loike it! gambateh!!!

hey guys!add oil n go towards ur future

after performance..all can really relax a while

with denmark performerssss(all leng lui n leng zai)

jz gymnast^^(less 1 ppl here coz accompany me to the toilet..thx him^^)

finale!!happy n success ending!

tee chian is kao lui~~~xD (joking)

kui fong n me-she like bullying me..haha

me wif cheah peng

me n kean loong..got spy thr!!!

see boon bully me!!!!t.t

supporters~~~

whr m i looking@@

couple!^^

cheah ching n ah jing (she looks higher than him..wakakazzzz)


here are some pic to share^^




photograph by ang see boon


i hate injection!!!!

the nurse
make me scare injection!
so clumsy!n pust the solution into my body wif a very fast speed!
i can feel the solution pumped into my body clearly..
then my hand str8 no power..
now..bengkak ad><
n stil in pain!

i hate injection!!
i hate the clumsy nurse!
i scare the injection!


anti-injection!!!!!!!