你带给我的 ‘没有’

没有你的日子，越来越难熬。
没有你陪伴的生活，不再是生活。
没有你出现的地方，不再有意义。
没在你陪伴下看的戏，变得乏味无穷。
没受到你的信息的电话，不再活跃。
没有你陪伴的心灵，十分空虚。

患得患失的感觉
就像是癌症末期般
痛苦不已
感觉上随时随地会离开
离开这只因为你而旋转的地球。

by : jia

My recent life

After school reopen, my life is as pack as sardine!

Damn tired in leading this kind of life.

But when I think of this is my last year in upper secondary life,

I'm as happy as a lark!

hahahahah!

I'm gonna graduate and leave this school this year!

really happy!

I can keep my hair long

I can dye hair colour

I can keep nail long

I don't need to wake up early in the morning

I can get my car and motor lesen

and so onnnnnnn~~~

woohoooo~!

damn happy!!!!!!!

Some photos to share here~ ^^

6.1.2012

Dad's birthday

This cake damn delicious, seriously..

especially the cream!

really, NICE !!

8.1.2012

Modern Dance performance

I'm not taking part in this performance

Appear at here as a helper (in make-up)

First time!! hahaha

The me of That Day.

I miss my fringe so much! 

Narrow Smile. =(

Do you know why??

with peng~

see?? the power of make up! 

zor siao-ing again~

kek pattern~ hahaha

we are 'kissing' in toilet~ hahaha

10.1.2012

Sink in deep thought that:

Should I have another hair cut??

Although I just had it when 3.1.2012 @@

See??? How long is my hair...although i already cut very much!

grrrr!!!!!

(Before 3.1.2012 is far more longer than this...)
I wan keep it..

I don't want cut it..

but I have no choice..

If I din't cut it, I cannot snap photo for graduation use..

CONFLICT!

how how how??

My naughty face! xP

see my fringe???? I can eat and blow them..

They already reach my mouth.

12.2.2012

Writting some cards for my friends~

Surprise for them! ^^

What is your reaction when you receive this?? hahaha

14.1.2012

The day I left my hair alone at hair salloon..

bye dear hair.. T.T

Sis said this hair style not very suit me..

but, I need to follow school rule..

no choice..

see my fringe???? so short!

but mum and dad said : "You look cute with this hair style." >,<

Enjoying life is the best thing we can do whenever we are still alive.

Smile always.

by: jia

E.M.O

不知道几时开始

我又回到emo 的世界

理由很简单

因为我在做着我不想做的事情

我得不到我要的答案

我又再次被某人影响

不知道几时开始

我们之间隔着一道墙

不管我多努力的去破

始终还是破不了

因为对方不肯动

我，累了。。。

真的累了

你太被动了

你真的太木头了！

不知道几时开始

很偶尔的

我会把你忘记

突然想不起你

突然不知道你是什么身份、你是谁

是因为你已经决定沉淀在我的世界了吗？

还是你本来就只是在演戏？

从来不把我放在眼里？

我只是你的玩具？

很好玩的木偶

是吗？

如果答案是“是”

我只能说我自己傻

我很笨

但是请别利用我的笨来攻击我！

因为我想

如果你这样的话

我会讨厌你。

永远永远。。

直到你消失在我的脑海里

by: jia

我们...什么时候...？？

你  什么时候  才能对我  再客气一点？
你  什么时候  才能对我  再温柔一点？
你  什么时候  才能对我  再耐心一点？
你  什么时候  才能对我  再体贴一点？
你  什么时候  才能  再主动一点？
你  什么时候  才能  再陪我  多一点？
你  什么时候  才能再关心我  多那么一点点？
你  什么时候  才能回到以前那样  那么的细心对待我？
我们  什么时候  才能回到以前那样开开心心  能欢能笑  无话不说  无忧无虑  的日子？

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

这就是那天
我们通电话到一半时
我说我突然有灵感
写创作  的文章

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

by: jia

~ Welcome da 2012 ~

Welcome dear 2012!!
Welcome da 2012~
Friendly reminder to all friends, the date now is -- 1.1.2012
don't write 1.1.2011 again~ haha
As I'm always doing this mistake..xD
Happy New Year to all!
Wish we will have a better life in this year.
Learn experience from the past and practise in the future life.
I know we can.
I'll fight for this year, in all the field, balancely.
Not matter is gakkai activity or my study or even friendship and so on.
Gambateh to all of us!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN! =)

by: jia