being misunderstood..heart break!!!!!

I dint do so..

I dont know why..he will suddenly disappear from my friend list..

I m sure that i dint do so.

now..problems occur again..

he misunderstood me..

I feel that he really dont understand me!

I wont do such a silly thing..I wont delete his account.

and..the plus point is..

I m hurt that what he had said "it is a waste of time to have a visit at her blog"

OMG!!

what things that he had said???A WASTE OF TIME!!!!!!!!

do u get it?????!!

when i see those word, my heart is break!!!

dont we already have a compromise that we will be back friend??!

dont we?

then why? why will you said all those things??

can you eat back all the words?

I know that i had made u hurt deeply before..

I know that you are not happy because i dint state out the reason.

I know that you also dont know how to face me..this is also the problem i meet now.

for me, we still are friend. not matter what happen between us.

life is like that.we have to pay for what we had done.

we are still friend.

but..give me some time..i need some time to recover.

I need some time to become as before

I need some time to refresh the memory in my brain

I need some time..really really.

I dont know whether you will see this post or not.

but what i want to say is..

i dint delete your account

and

we are still friend

believe or not,

it is depends on you.

by: sad jia

❤❤..爱情是什么? ❤ 什么是爱情?..❤❤❤

❤❤❤也許愛情是一部憂傷の童話❤❤❤

♂放棄一個很愛你の人 並不痛苦♀

♂放棄一個你很愛の人 那才痛苦♀

♂愛上一個不愛你の人 那是更痛苦♀

♀逃避 不一定躲得過♂

♂面對 不一定最難過♀

♀孤單 不一定不快樂♂

♂得到 不一定能長久♀

♀失去 不一定不再擁有♂

★愛是一種是思念★

ღ無論何時何地 當看不到她/她の時候會想念她/他ღ

★愛也會是一種擔心★

ღ當他/她出事の時候 你會比誰都著急ღ

★愛是一種包容★

ღ你會包容她/他所有の缺點 在你眼裡他/她永遠是最完美のღ

★愛更是一種回憶★

ღ當你想起她/她做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑ღ

★覺得好甜蜜 好甜蜜★

ღ你體會到了嗎 如果沒有就放棄 重新開始吧 祝福你ღ

by: boring jia

dancing life~^^

time move hyper fast..
one month dint dancing already!!!!

because of PMR ><

huhhhh!!!!

finally...........i dance again!!!!

lalala~~~

i love dancing!

dance already occupied a part in my life

i cant live without dance!!!

today we learn modern dance.

all members dance until very high!

non-stop dancing

i love it!!

very high! long time dint have such a feeling already

i miss it!

i want my life full of suprising and challenging

so that only i will grow up^^

i love my recent life.

dancing dancing dancing~~

here are some photo to share

but is previous practise's photosssss

my hair are funny..hahaha

me with the fan^^

fan dancer

me with performance costume and with normal suit~

photograph by: Tan Yam Hwa

writen by: stupid jia

何为幸福

她比他小20岁，嫁给他的时候，家乡的人都以为她傍上大款。只有她知道，他到底是一个什么样的男人。

　　

他只是一个普通的男人，黑，丑，一口黄牙。媒人当初可没这么说，只说是个过日子的男人，就因为家里穷给耽搁了，一直没找上媳妇。那阵子，没找上媳妇的都去山区找，有四川的、山西的、湖南的……花几千元就可以找来。那男人也托人带一个回来，这就是她，一个死了丈夫的女人。

　　

媒人说男人富着呢，靠手艺吃饭。女人因为急于逃离那个家庭，问都没问男人会什么手艺就嫁过来了。过来后才知道，他的手艺就是在外面风吹雨淋地修鞋，再加上男人长得丑陋，让她有种上当的感觉。回去，已无退路，婆家人叫她丧门星，说是她克死了丈夫。

　

再婚后，男人很宠她，隔三岔五给她买些小玩意来，一盒粉饼，一支口红，几串荔枝……她长到30岁，从来没有用过口红，更不用说吃荔枝了，很快，她就觉得自己比杨贵妃还要幸福，吃荔枝的时候，男人不吃，只是傻傻地看着她吃。她说∶“你也 吃。”他说∶“我不爱吃它，看着你吃我就高兴。”后来，她偶然上街，随口问了一下荔枝的价格，吓一跳，竟然要20元1斤。她的眼睛一下湿润了，他怎么可能不爱吃荔枝?他是舍不得吃呀。

　　

她更加疼他，早晨早早起来给他做饭，晚上做好热乎乎的饭菜等他回来；冬天的时候，男人在街上修鞋，一天下来，冻得全身冰冷，女人就把男人的脚放到自己怀里暖着。男人也很知足，说是上辈子修来的福才会娶到她，他为什么50岁还没有结婚，就为等她呗。说得女人心花怒放。

　　

女人见男人每天那么累很心疼，她说∶“给我买台机器吧，我和你一块修鞋去。”男人不答应，说他挣的钱足够养活她，可女人认真了，偏要去。于是街上总能看到一对老夫少妻在修鞋，两个人紧挨着，有鞋修的时候，两个人就一起动手，空闲时，就有说有笑地聊着。冬天刮大风，女人的手都冻红了，耳朵也冻得青一块紫一块，这时，男人买来一块烤红薯，红薯散发着诱人的香味。男人剥开，用嘴吹着，却不吃，他把红薯放到女人嘴边，女人幸福地咬一口，又吹一吹，让男人吃。他们一人一口地吃着，好象享受一顿美食，好象吃着爱情的圣餐。

　　

有一天，男人对女人说∶“总有一天，我会走在你前面。”女人就哭了，说∶“那我和你一起去。”

　　

男人说∶“不行!”然后男人又说∶“我们现在的钱还不是很多，再挣几年，给你养老应该没题。还有，我给你在地里种了500棵树，等有一天我去了，你也不能动 了，那500棵树也长大了，我相信它们能够养活你。”

　　

女人扑到男人怀里哭了。500棵树，那只是500棵树吗?这一辈子从没有人替她这样想过，可这个男人甚至为她想到老年，她觉得这辈子真是值了。现在城里人兴什么夫妻树、爱情树，而她的男人给她种的树要比那些树珍贵一万倍，那是一片夫妻同心树。

^_^ 你看到了吗？我在默默的祝福你 ^_^

tired!!pum chat!!

these few day,i m very tired..
almost everyday cannot sleep well..
everyday look like 'malam pergi curi ayam'
hope tonight i can sleep well~
feel dizzy..
sleepy

but..i still need study for my KH,Math and BC..haiz..

let's fight!!
just left 5 more paperss
just 3 more subject!!!
kar yao!!!!
dont let myself regret!!!