Rushing Camp Fire Plan~~

This few weeks really very busy!

I know you guy surely will ask me that , "School Holiday already start what? What are you busying for?"

haha..clever ler me?? xP

actually, i am busy planning for a training camp~ especially camp fire session!

I like camp fire!!! woohoo!!!

almost every night plan until midnight..

but, i like this kind of life.

at least, i know what should i do during this holiday.

at least, i wont grow mushroon during this holiday.

at least, i can train my brain during this holiday.

at least, i can once again create a new history in my life!

how about you all? Did you find your direction in this year end holiday? =)

Using my eldest bro table to plan those things~

such a messy again..@@

bro, i promise will return your table the original look after i done my things~ =,=

side view~ haha

see?? geng ler me? xP

by: jia

被抛弃的滋味

原来
被抛弃的滋味
被遗弃的滋味
真的很伤！
无论怎样努力地往好一方面想
依然那么伤心
一直劝自己往好一方面想
感觉上，真的很自欺欺人
因为明明就是被别人不要了
不论你再怎么想
被别人不要了就是被别人不要了
为什么还要帮别人辩护？
算了。。只渴望不会再有下次
不会再被人遗弃、抛弃

by: jia

你 · 那我爱的脸

一张脸
慢慢浮现  当我听见那首歌
你亲自唱给我听的歌  那么的浪漫  百听不厌
那张脸
重视浮现 当出现相似的情景
不管是在这里，还是那里
甚至是家里，学校里。。都充满你
那张脸，
有一双会说话的眼睛
它们也会偶尔放电
迷人的眼神
依然那么拥有吸引力
能够把我吸走


有时候，真的很想抱着你
永远的抱着，永远不松开手  不让你走
我  需要的  只是来自你  的  安全感
只要是你的一个眼神
我就可以安下心来  不再那么害怕  也没什么能让我害怕
只要是你的一句话
就可以让我不乱  思想变得有次序  不再逃避任何问题
常独自幻想
抱你，是什么感觉？
被你抱，又时什么感觉？
是幸福？开心？激动？小鹿乱撞？


喜欢或不喜欢
其是不是应该被讨论的话题
如果喜欢你，但你却不能让我安下心，那有什么用？
如果不喜欢你，但你却能时常让我安下心，让我跟着你的脚步 一起走，难道就没有用？
喜欢，是什么东西？什么感觉？为什么我几乎感觉不到？
为什么不会脸红心跳，小鹿乱撞？
这些，不见了。。


有时候，你的眼睛  真的会说话
好像在说：你怎么了？是不是又遇到困难了？喜欢这个眼神吗？
真的  有种被电到的感觉
你是故意的吗？还是是不小心的？
一年前的你，也对我做过同样的事
那首主题曲  你弹着  眼睛看着我  放电着
让我忘记了他
又想起了那些年的我们。。
傻傻的我依赖着装傻的你
虽然现在没什么改变
但是，有些细节真的不同了
因为  我们都长大了  必须独立了
无论怎么改变
你那张脸  我依然  清楚
永远  不会忘记

by: jia

Sing K at Redbox Gurney Plaza

23.11.2011

we ( me, yee yin, cheah ching, ceah peng, jojo and melving )

go sing k at gurney!

from 3pm-10pm~

syok die

sing for 7 hours

untill throat boom!

oh no! but really super duper happy!

we pick many songs until the list full!!

we sing very loud, we shout, we jump and etc.~

we even go shopping after finish singing k~

really funny although is just very few people only~

then, is time to go home,

suddenly, we realised that we forget where we parked our car at!!?

gosh!

we find here find there..and start to blame why we dint see the code before enter shopping mall..

finally, we found it! we parked it at carpark 6th floor!

after leaving gurney plaza,

we decided to eat supper at BM

we eat tomyam mee~

delicious~!

yee yin (my sister) and me~

we four siao poh!

me, cheah peng, jojo, cheah ching

ki siao again!

PARTY ROCK!!

when finding our tutucar~

snap this photo inside toilet~

the girs~

me and cheah peng~

let's les~xP

jojo and cheah ching.

jojo and me~

p/s dint have yee yin's photo because she walked very fast and straight leave toilet~no chance to stop her...@@

by: jia

Penang Bridge International Marathon~

I get another medal again~ lalala

very happy when take this medal~

the second sport medal in my life! woohoo~~

this time got a little improvement

i used 1 hour 24 minutes to finish the 'journey' 

last year used 1 hour 32 minutes to finish it

haha..

geng ler??

yes?? M55177 is here!

suddenly feel i have potential to become model~

wahahaha

by: jia

12-11-2011 --> Visit To Mentor And Disciple Hall

12.11.2011

Mum and I pay a visit to mentor and disciple hall

the atmosphere at there is sooo nice!!

let you feel very comfortable

when visiting the hall i saw some familiar faces at the wall photo

do you know who they are?? xD

deng deng deng deng~~

i saw Kar Ho and yin leng throwing mud ball de photo

and

Huijie training gym de photo

Actually i quite a shock when saw their photo..haha

some photo to share again~

Mum. She cold until wear away my jacket @@

kesian me..

when we are having our lunch, we suddenly saw this kaikan at roadside~

daughter + mother ^^

the kaikan~ beautiful ler??

inside the hall.

take 1--fail

sengek one side! >,<

take 2--success

but i showed my steam face..@@

I like this photo!!! =)

My "identity card'..haha

Mum.

cutie!!

ayam ape huh?

do you know what is this?? =)

by: jia

无助

接到那消息，
没错！我很无助！
也没错，我又再哭。。
第一次觉得，camp fire是痛苦的
第一次觉得，如果哥哥在我身边有多好，一定能帮我挡风挡雨
第一次觉得，如果我放弃，再也没有压力，有多好。。
怎样？我就是懦弱！
我就是温室里的小花
我是长不大的小花
我就是不能长进的小花
怎样？！！？！？？！？

唯一不同的是，
这次的对象
居然是 在一个
我不想哭给他听的人
的电话里 哭
因为我们认识了那么久，
从来，没有，在他面前真正哭过
最多也是含着眼泪
假装没事，很开心
不让他担心
可是，今天的我，真正的哭了。。
我很想控制我的眼泪
叫它们不要出来
我很想控制我的声音
叫它们不要沙哑
我很想控制我的鼻子
叫它不要出声
我很想控制时间
让它静止全部
结果，我办不到。。

sensei说过，
青年部就是要吃苦。就算没有苦吃，也要想尽办法找苦吃。
告诉我自己，不准再哭！
你没资格哭！你不配哭！
哭过以后，要坚强站起来！
就算没人能帮你，还有你自己！
如果你自己也不帮你自己，
就真的没人能帮你了！
够了！
该擦干眼泪，抬头，站起来，继续走了！

by: jia

Stupid incident!

today, something very silly + stupid + idiot occur in my life !

the story begin like this......................

today morning, 

i have to go to school to claim my RM100 which given by government

I decided to wear lens because need to go wet market with my mum to buy things after took the money

then hor, agak agak 9.30am like that

i start to wear lens.

SUDDENLY, my left eye's lens drop out because i dint insert it well into my eye..

that time i stand in front of a deck of drawer..

i very nervous and serch high and low for the lens..

the lens just open for the fifth day oni..

if really misplace, really a big waste!

finally, i give up and ask mummi come help me to search it

she did the same things with me and found nothing..

haih..both of us give up..

when the time i decide to take new lens,

OUT OF THE BLUE,

my mummi said,

ei!! za boh kia! it's here!!

i was delighted but kinda amteh after see the situation...

that is....(see the photo below)

do you see anything??

see??! the lens stick at here after fallling out from my eye !!!

front view... if you were me, will you amteh?? @@

by: jia

Bye --- dear 4S3'11 ~

This year pass so fast!

just a like clip of eye..2011 almost finish already..

4 times of exam had gone..overall results had out!

the time i spent with my classmate, in this class, all had became history..

it will never ever happen again..

dear all friends, i will remember you all

not matter what things occur between us

not matter sweet or sour

good or bad

high or low

just remember, we are friend, FOREVER!

11/11/11

such a nice date!

this is the end point of my form 4 school life

feel a bit upset because gonna form 5 already..means i am nearer and nearer with SPM .. WTH!

but feel a bit happy because i can own lesen ad~wakakakaka

and, this show I am already 16! dont treat me like a child le please~ (although sometime i act like a child..)

11/11/11

i decided to do something which i never try before

that is..

PLAY TRUANT!

unbelievable ler?? haha

decided to ponteng with hooi peng~

we go pasar walk walk, go shops shopping~

go eat things~ and talking for so many hours~ hahaha

a new history of my life~

feel 成就感 after done all these~xD

snap some photo during the day..

so that i can view it when i miss it..

I hope i were the tree.surrounded by many other trees and get protected when i am fear.

see..how it grow? i wish to have this kind of determination when doing all the things.

I know one day, i will really grow up.

This is how my class look like..42 people stay in the same room, doing the same thing, fighting for the same target.

My class! 4S3!

Can i stay at S3??

The guys..enjoying their holidays with a ball~

Tree provice shadow to us. Can i provide shadow to you?

Field.. just been here when run 400m during sukan tara..haha..too bad..

the coridor..i will miss you..

LoL..This is my class's notice board..@@

chim ler??

Car park..

I wish i can drive.

The me..

look short >,<

Remember to smile through all the times. =)

cute ler??

the fragrant place in the school~

My uniform bodies..Dint attend for any activities since Form 2..zzz

the consequence after choosing the wrong uniform body..

My Table..Bye..

(isn me draw de~kie~)

bye! my 4S3 life..

bye all friends!

see you next year~

=)

by: jia

microphone faulty!

WTH! when i need use you, you dare dare 'out station' ?!
throw you into tong sampah baru zai!
kek tio....
make me wan talk but cannot talk!
有口难言...
haih
@@

by: jia

乱  伤  独  静  停

我不想伤害人，但往往我就一直在伤害人

不知不觉地进行伤害 一个又一个的心

我无法控制这种伤害

我无法停止这种伤害

所以，男孩们！请远离我！越远越好！！

以免无端端被我伤害。

这几天，发生了很多事

这太突然的改变，无可否认，我有被吓倒。。

本来以为朋友就是朋友。。

结果，不是。

Emo中时，一句话突然在耳边响起

真的觉得很有道理

姐姐说得没错

两个无话不谈的异性朋友之间

一定会有一方超越朋友的底线

踏入暧昧阶段，甚至开始进行追求。

但，或许他/她为了维持这份得来不易的友情

不想因为表白后，把友情给毁了， 而选择隐藏和默默守候。

至于另一方，可能因为对方喜欢自己，而也开始对对方有好感

但也有可能，其实他/她根本没想过他们之间会发展，所以一直以来都把对方当成能谈心的知己。

M君说的没错，

B君对我来说真的太重要了。要做我男朋友的人，就必须想尽办法取代他在我心中的地位。

无可否认，他对我真的很重要

他真的真的很了解我。他能帮我解决很多问题即使是感情方面

B君请放心。我对你，

没有超越底线，也不会超越底线。

C君，你说得没错。

你在我心中没有比CC君和M君重要。。

其实，你只要想一想，

我们认识多久？

我认识他们又多久？

我们之间经历的事情有多少？

我和他们一起经历的事又有多少？

这几个问题后，你应该明白了吧？

所以，对不起。

你可以骂我，说我自私。

但你不可以不甘，不爽他们。

我，不想改变现状

不管昨天M君有没有打来

我的决定还是一样。

不要不甘，这是事实。

现在，没陶醉在任何关系的我

不想被扯进任何关系的我

很享受单身

我要单身！学生该单身~

恋爱是很累的；恋爱是很重的

恋爱是很伤人的；恋爱是很烦恼的。

就算再没再添的恋情终究也会结束

就想再美再香的花朵，终究会凋谢。

结论：单身最棒！！

写了好长好长，舒服多了！

Emo完了。谢谢收看！

记得留守下一集。 LoL

by: jia

Birthday update~ =)

Today is my birthday~ 

9.11.2011~ yes~ is the date! 

received many wishes from many friends through phone and facebook~

feel happy ^^

thanks all friends again~ ^^

but..have a little bit confusing..because..

i almost emo for whole day..

at beginning, i cannot figure out the reason why i emo

after a few hours..finally i know why..

because, i am waiting a calling from a guy..very important guy

hey! not bf okie~

but..until now, he dint phone me at all..i think he forget already gua~

sad die!

but then after that, got a secret man phoned me.

wa sambil blogging sambil unloading photo to blog..

the line is sucks! so slow!!!!

what also cannot do!

after talking with him, my mood slowly turn better better and better ~ haha

that is what called 'magic'~xP

thanks him a lot because spending his time to chat with me and cheer me up~ ^^

thanks friend =)

sweet dream~ xD

to Mr.C..

sorry yah..because i break my words..

because i am talking phone that time and cannot reply your message..

some new faces to share~

the me~ new look with new hair style~ xD

pig mouth~ hahaha

clumsy look! @,@

  i know this photo look abit 'hiao' >,<

me in black and white~

sleeping me~

bear bear and me~ ^^

by: jia