脱 · 心

我把软猬甲脱下，
让你看看我的心。
尚若你错失良机，
你将看不到真心。

他和她都看见了，
你，又看见了吗？

~灵感制作~

by: jia

其实，还爱不爱？？

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是我，把你拱手让出,
因此我没资格说在乎，
更没资格再把你留住。

孤单的夜晚
让我觉得
莫名的无助
真的很辛苦
很想要大哭
但不可以哭！
不然会显得我更无助..

思念慢慢的,
开始纠缠着我
思念也开始模糊了我
让我分不清出
我真的真的爱你，
还是，
只是曾经爱过你？？

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人家常说
好朋友不需要经常联络
我们，真的已经很久没有联络
她们悄悄的取代了我。
她们悄悄的夺走了你！
这，或许是
我们的命运
是我不要的结局！

其实，我不贪心
我只是需要你偶尔的
一点点关心
一点点耐心
一点点细心
一点点用心
这样的我，有太过分吗？？
有太自私吗？？！

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~灵感制作~

by: jia

Time just like flowing fast!

So fast..Form 4 life gonna reach an end..
So fast..PMR ad over 1 year..
So fast..SPM start count down and comes towards me..
So fast..My birthday surprise was 1 year before de thing..
So fast..I gonna celebrate my 16th birthday..
So fast..all my seniors had graduated..

why all the things so fast?
just like clipping eye..
time is flowing fast!
can the time stop now?
can the day dont bright?
can tonight dont over?
can the nightmare stop moving?


and..can i stop dreaming for those impossible?

by: jia

hurted !! *again!

suddenly..get hurted again! 
hurt deeply..deeper than previous time..
till now, i m stil figuring, why i am so stubborn?
i already promised myself, 
not to see and view those idiot things..
but, when left myself alone..
i will automatical do so..
why? who can answer me??!


STUPID GIRL !!
CAN YOU STOP VIEWING IT?!
IT WILL MAKE YOU GET MORE AND MORE HURT!
ALTHOUGH IT WAS PAST TENSE FOR ALL!


can i cry? i need a hug..a big warm hug..but sure, not from YOU!
get away from me! I HATE YOU! DEEPLY! FOREVER! 
i need a pair of ears..i need the ears..my jun shi's ears..
jun shi, can i find you??
jun shi, will you see me??

by: jia

Damn regret now!!!

arh!!!!!!! very very very regret now!!!!!
yesterday, i go hair salloon to straighten my hair!
sit at there for almost 6 hours!
then, just now i go cut a bit so that wan back my my hair look naturer and nicer..
but...
the effect is not the effect i wan!
now..i not dare to see myself in mirror!!!
OMG!!
my face totally look different!!
very tambai!!!!
can i want back my original hair??
damn ugly now!
what can i do???
not dare snap photo le lar.....
when see me, please dont laugh at me..............
haih!

by: jia 

Messy Room ! @@

My study room surely will become very messy automatically during my exam..haha

All the things will be around here and there and finally occupied the whole room~ hahaha

Hey! I am serious de..dont laugh me..xD

Although i already try my best to keep it tidy, but everytime all the efford are unsuccessful..

If the books are too tidy..i dont know where should i start studying..

If the books are messy..hahahah..it is easy for me to choose the subject i wan to study~

But, after i finish my exam..i cost me a whole day to clear those rubbish!! swt!!

Here are some photos about my MESSY ROOM ~

hahaha

Have a look yah~ xD

This is my table. Surely! The little baby's bottle is not mine one...haha

This table does not work as a working place for me during examination..It turns into 'rubbish' collection centre~ xP

This is my chair~ See! How can i sit on the chair ?? Too many things around it!

Finally, this is my bed~ haha! see !! It is fulled loaded with my files and books!!

This pity bed has became Book Station ad~ hahah

Dont learn yah! This is a very bad habit! ^^

by: jia

Miss you..

SUDDENLY, miss SOMEONE badly...Haiz.. 
Long time dint meet him ad since he start his college life..haih..
feel abit isolated..somEtime wan contact him, but not dare..
scare disturb him....
hope him can see tio this article and contact me bah..
got quite alot things wan share with him..HAHA!

by: jia

To the one who dearest to me..

My dear, tomorrow start exam ad..

add oil yah..

dont give me face..for those question that u dont know de..just tembak wisely..

TEMBAK!!

hahaha

You ar..ask me go view ur new posts after exam..

but wa beh tahan!!! hahaha..

so, curi curi on9 and view it..

haha

make me bo mood study now..hahaha

your fault~xP

anyway, just want to wish you,

enjoy your examination~

dont give me face and score whatever you can~

let's pia pia pia!!!!!

Fight for the last!!!!!!!

Gogogo!!!!!

by: jia