眼睛蒙蔽了内心

突然有好多话想说
突然有好多事想做
突然发现自己的内心一直以来都在挣扎
一直以来都在背叛自己内心最深处的感觉
眼睛蒙蔽了内心深处的一切
我很想把它们都说出来
憋在心里，我很痛苦！
但，我还需等待
只能在适当的时机，适当的时刻，对于适当的人，
用适当的语气和态度，说出适当的话
那么多个适当，我能不能符合每一个？
我不确定我是否能继续忍耐
我不能想象说出来后会有什么后果。。
会带来多大的伤害？
必须付出多大的代价？
谁会傻傻地默默承担着这一切？
最终会是你？还是我？

mouth pain!!!!

got 2 big holes inside my mouth!!
cnt speak clearly
cnt speak loudly
cnt eat properly
cnt open my mouth oso!!
very very very pain!!
now..it 'bengkak' ad..
saturday donno how liao..sure die!

first time incharge so big de event..
in the same event not juzt incharge 1 thing..
is multitask..2 thing run at the same time..
but i like the feeling~^^
i feel tat everyday of my life is fully use
i feel tat everyday of my life is meaningful
i love it^^

hope all thing can hit victory at Peace Night
hope all performers can perform their best when Peace Night
hope my mouth can recover soon
hope honbu 5 sketch performer can do the best and dont let me feel no face xP

gambateh all!!
let's fight for the victory!!
+ you~~^^