上个月的今天。。。

那时是星期四。
那时要表演了。
忙着顾会友们。
要他们画妆，剪布。。。
在忙着催一个人。。因为他迟到了。。
那是我变成了熊猫。。他和他们也是。。
会说话有感情的熊猫。
第一次帮别人化妆，涂口红。。
也是第一次发现自己原来也很爱美。
第一次拿别人的眼睫毛和嘴唇当白老鼠。
让他们都怕了我。。
但还是很谢谢你们愿意让我画。。
尤其是（他）毫无埋怨。。
第一次看着他化妆。。
第一次看见他变成另一个人。
第一次跟我一样的人。
第一次看见他酱爱帅。。
一直拿着镜子照，set头发。。
但他就是没怪他的嘴唇太红。

表演了。。
有一点点的紧张。。
怕会跳错。
更怕一切会结束。。
希望那晚绝对不是我们的最后一次。。
这样熟悉，这样朋友的一次。
因为我知道之后我们会很少再见面了。。
不会再十天见了九天。
很少机会再煲电话粥。。
很少机会再sms。
很少机会再一起玩。。
也很少机会你会在欺负我。
对吧？哈哈。。。

过去的事已经消失。
未来的事盲不可知。
只有现在的事才是最真实的。。

你答应过我的是对你或许只不过是一件小事，
但对我呢？？
是非常有意义的事。。
你的承诺，我的信任。
你的玩弄，我的崩溃。

miss 2A4/09

miss u all..my friends there..my memories..
the best class i ever enter..

i m now at the place not belongs to me..
feel damn tired every day..
repeating doing the same things..
besides study..study again..
i don wan all tat!!!

in a quite situation..
i noe tat is suitable for study..but when not study oso like tat..
what shall i do??
no idea..@@

waiting for another 270 days..
all will over tat time..
my freedom will cum bek..
miss freedom..
wanna go out..
away from here..

miss 2009 year ends holidays..

miss it..really miss it..
juz 6 weeks..passed very fast..y oni 6 weeks??can xtra few weeks?
is bcoz me very bz?y me bcum very bz？
every day dancing,chatting,working...repeating the same things..
but it is valuable..
at least break an big ice cube..who ad few years din talk to me..
now..we fren again..
hop this friendship is like water..nvr meet an end..
not like fire..after the burn..like nth happen..
miss it..can v bek to 9th nov?
lets o start at tat day..repeat every things..
lets all of them remember in our mind n nvr forget it..can??
dun forget it..will b very hurt for me..
i noe many ppl misunderstanding our relationship..but pls ignore them..
mouth are at their face, we cant control them..
but wat can we do is juz maintain our relationship..n nvr change..can??
promise to me..if not dis holidays all will change to meaningless...


thx..all who perform in 20/12,31/12 n 2/1..thx u all very much..
bcoz of u all..my holidays din wasted..every days is meaningfull..
bcoz of u all..my form 2 life have a good n nice ending..
bcoz of u all..i change myself n solve many problem tat u makes..
bcoz of u all..i bcum mature..n..can make the decision myself.
n last..bcoz of u,ur idea,ur support,ur funny face..
i can solve everythings..
everytime see u,i will laugh..whenever i m angry..
ur guest was right..
the sentence is 4 u..
but i m paiseh to say it out..
sorry 4 lying u..